Archive | January, 2026

Make Art To Survive

25 Jan

I have always been a creative of one sort or another. I’ve crocheted hats, knitted socks, doodled, quilted, painted, gardened, baked, sewn clothes, danced, kept a diary and written this blog.

Baby socks I made for no particular reason.

And still I tend to think of my art as secondary, inconsequential, and not terribly important. When in fact it is who I am.

Texas Star, A gift for my mother-in-law that was returned to me when she died.

While recently in Austin I got to see lithographs by Salvador Dali priced at six figures. Some of his drawings don’t look that much different from mine. Maybe you have to be dead to have your art appreciated.

Visiting the Salvador Dali exhibit with my niece.

And then this TED Talk by Amie McNee came across my screen. The Case For Making Art When The World Is On Fire. None of us would argue against the world being on fire, but make art? That seems like fiddling on the Titanic.

One of my wilder creations.

My suggestion is to take the time to listen to her passionate message. It has made me committed to putting down the phone and iPad. This week I dusted off and tuned the ukulele I HAD to have and has sat in a corner for too many years. Perhaps struggling to play it is just what this old brain needs.

Dusted and tuned.

Next week I will be in Merida, Yucatan, for five days, watercolor painting on site around the city with a group of fellow artists. I remember how scared I was the first time I joined this group. There was a wide range of talent, including one woman who had never picked up a paint brush in her life. Her fearlessness inspired me.

Rendezvous 2018

Whatever your interest or skill or lack thereof, just do it. We need your creativity. The world needs it.

DOS TORTAS

Traveling Home

18 Jan

It’s been a lovely visit with friends and family in Austin, Texas. Here are some photos from the week.

My great nephew Dart. He should be named Tank.
Such a good boy when he’s sleeping.
Austin Public Library
An architectural marvel.
Great place to people watch.
The Sistene Chapel Experience
Bringing Michaelangelo to Austin.
Lots of looking up.
Austin’s new to me skyline.
Nothing like Tex-Mex.
My eldest son.
Viewing Salvador Dali prints with my niece.

We will return to our regularly scheduled program next week.

DOS TORTAS

Connecting to people who matter.

Mi Casa Es Tu Casa

11 Jan

I am visiting the States and staying with dear friends Isa and Laird in Austin. When they say “welcome home” they mean it.

Isa and I shared a tiny office at the Health Department many years ago. People told me to be “careful.” She’s difficult and hard to get along with. I found out later that they were telling her the same thing about me.

Yet we hit it off fabulously. We once closed the office door in the afternoon and danced to Shakira’s Hips Don’t Lie and laughed until we cried. It is still our song.

https://youtu.be/DUT5rEU6pqM?si=-gkmXrf19lcj28Yd

I did the Heimlich Maneuver on her one day when she was choking on a carrot. She tells everyone that I saved her life.

I can’t count how many times we’ve stayed at their home. Lisa stayed for months after neck surgery. She helped Isa prepare for their exploratory trip to Costa Rica before Covid.

I was here to hold Isa’s hand while she cried over Laird’s early-onset alzheimers diagnosis.

They have visited us in Mexico, stayed in our home and sat naked on the dock in the sun.

I love being in their home, surrounded by pictures of their grandchildren. They don’t fuss. I am always welcome. Laird’s bearhug is the same although I don’t always know if he knows who I am.

Family

I am truly blessed to have these people in my life. They are our family, no strings attached, which is the best kind to have.

DOS TORTAS

My house is your house.

Bread In Mexico

4 Jan

When I lived in Central Mexico in the seventies, a friend lived upstairs over… I don’t even know what to call it, a bread production company. At his invitation we dragged ourselves up before dawn to visit the bakery where traditional Mexican rolls, bolillos were made.

There was a huge rounded brick oven where bread was baking. Heavenly rolls, pillowy on the inside, crisp on the outside. They are cousins to the French baguette, left over from the French invasion of Mexico in 1838. The fragrance was swoon-worthy.

Several men in white aprons stood at a table where golfball-sized rolls of dough were already lined up, clearly this was an all-night job

Here was where the magic came in. With each hand they grabbed a ball of dough. Two dowels, like miniature rolling pins rapidly flattened the dough. One side was crimped toward the center, flip, crimp, voila, an ambidextrous miracle. The dough was set on long trays and popped into the wood burning oven.  At five am, they melted in our mouths.

The bakers encouraged us to try their two handed roll and crimp.The results had them rolling with laughter. They made it look so easy. We looked foolish.

Coming to Bacalar,  I eagerly looked for bolillos. There wasn’t even a bakery in 2013. Today a poor facsimile is sold, mostly used for tortas or sandwiches. They’re not even crispy!

$.15 cheap and filling.

The bolillos of my youth are still sold in Mexico City and thereabouts. Mostly mass-produced with highly processed flour, they leave much to be desired.

This past week, a British chef in Mexico City made a disparaging remark about Mexico’s “bread culture”. Dear God did a shit-storm ensue. Chilangos (from Mexico City) are very sensitive to the “gringo invasion” and how it’s changing traditional culture, food and dress.

The bottom line was that yes, the poor quality of Mexican bread needs to be addressed but NOT by foreigners.

Chef disparages Mexican bread

Here in Bacalar we have a friend who has a delightful restaurant, Madre Masa or Mother Corn. Reading the room, they began adding pastries to the menu and then large loaves of sourdough bread. I am a huge fan, buying enough to ensure they never go out of business.

My daily breakfast.

Back in the day I used to make my own bread. Those days are long gone.

So are we part of the gringo invasion? Yes and no. We’ve lived in Bacalar twelve and a half years. We speak Spanish, contribute to the economy and pay taxes.

Madre Masa is always hopping.

Madre Masa caters to tourists, many from Mexico City who also buy sour dough bread. Yes, the culture is changing. In my opinion it is due to wealth acquisition and an ever changing global population. It’s easy to blame foreigners but there’s a much larger conversation that needs to take place with respect and kindness. For now I will continue to enjoy sourdough bread with no guilt or apology.

DOS TORTAS

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